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fairtyale
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at
midnight."
Hello there! My name's Iryn and this is my blog. You can read a lot about me
here - specifically my journals. I like blogging, it helps me relax and it
gives me comfort.
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- I've been on hiatus for some time now.
- Most of my recent posts can be found here CLICK.
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- I'm currently enjoying what's left of the summer. Done with summer class.
Waiting for the another school year to begin. :D
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IRYNgrace. seventeen.
college junior.
ADZU, bsn.
Taken. :p
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008 |
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The midterm exams are finally over! Thank goodness. (= Whatta relief. Uhm, yeah sure. I know in a matter of days, I'll be anxious all over again. Just for one reason: the results. Gaaah! To God I offer everything.
I'll still be going to school today to take a quiz I missed when I was at the hospital. Oh. Then in the afternoon, we'll be having a meeting about something. Labels: emotions, school, spiritual life |
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"until you find me, 7:08 AM |
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"In life, there is such a thing as I still love you, but I don't want you anymore." For those who didn't know, I was amitted at the hospital due to dengue last January 7-11. It was one of the experiences that I don't want to happen ever again. I was really sick. I was even supposed to undergo platelet transfussion, but thank God, I didn't and I got well. (= Cheers.
Uhm, as for my heart life, its currently on hiatus. (= My ex and I have had communication for the past days and it was nice to hear from him. We talked about stuff and tried to clear things up. He was explaining things but I don't know why I did not believe a word he was saying. Pft. Yes, a part of me wanted to go weak and give in but another part of me told me to stay strong - and I did. (= I'm not closing my doors but the mere idea of getting back with him is quite impossible (i guess). I don't know. Really. I'm quite confused right now. My head is going crazy. I have no idea as to how I'm feeling right now. Waaaaaaa. Haha. Not to mention our midterms is still currently going on. Sigh. I'm still too busy studying for the midterms, so I think I'll deal with this after. So anyway, I realized that we really need to talk because we did not have a proper break up. So, I'm hoping that we get the opportunity to talk (personally) and just get some closure. That's it. Then we can be friends (=
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"until you find me, 1:56 AM |
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008 |
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I view life as a board game. We roll the dice and face different consequences the game has to offer. Either we lose a turn, move two steps forward, receive a reward or go back to start. Whatever consequences we have to face, we have to deal with it. In my game, I have experienced every consequence there is and I'm proud to say that I learned from all of them. There are times when I felt like quitting but there is something in me that forced me to go on and continue with the game. Also, there were a number of times when I felt like I was already reaching the end and winning. But still, there were times when I would miss a turn or worse, go back to start. Those consequences were very difficult to recover from because at one point in the game, I have already tasted the beauty of winning. It took me a very hard time to start from scratch all over again. But somehow, I managed.
Life, like a game, is unpredictable. It doesn't always happen the way we want it to. We just have to wait and see what there is in store for us. There will always be that time when we won't feel like playing the game anymore but we have to go on because there are more things to happen. We must not easily give up because in the end, when we finish with our game and win, we will feel fulfilled and contented of how things worked out.
As young as I am, I can already slowly understand what life is about. My experiences have helped me to look at life in different aspects: the good and the not-so good. No matter what aspect we live in, we just have to go on. (:
This year, I want to grow more. I want to become mature and learn more from my experiences and understand more what life has to offer me. My past will always be a part of me because it will help me to prepare for the future. The past should bot be forgotten completely, instead it should be kept inside our hearts.
Despite the many obstacles in our so-called board game, we can overcome all of them. It just takes time. If ever we lose a turn or go back to start, we have to learn how to become patient. It pays to do so.
Whatever we may encounter in life, we must not forget God. Whenever we feel down or whenever we just feel like talking to Him, we know that He's always there; ready to listen to us. We should thank Him for whatever it is that we have in our lives.
Life is great if we know how to live it. Every person has his/her own way of strategizing and coming up with ways on how to play the game. The key is to never ever ever give up. (:
Have a blessed new year everyone! (:
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