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"you
are
my
fairtyale
that
doesn't
end
at
midnight."
Hello there! My name's Iryn and this is my blog. You can read a lot about me
here - specifically my journals. I like blogging, it helps me relax and it
gives me comfort.
UPDATES
- I've been on hiatus for some time now.
- Most of my recent posts can be found here CLICK.
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- I'm currently enjoying what's left of the summer. Done with summer class.
Waiting for the another school year to begin. :D
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IRYNgrace. seventeen.
college junior.
ADZU, bsn.
Taken. :p
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The past two weeks have been so stressful for me. A lot of requirements had to be submitted, we had to practice our dance for our P.E. night, and we had to study for so much exams. I even had to sleep at my classmate's house twice just to finish our English research paper. To sum it all up, the past two weeks have been hell for me. Our classes will only be until the 18th of March and when we come back after the Holy Week, it will all ready be our finals. I'm really stressed out about all these cause I feel that I haven't done enough to receive quite good grades. =( I'm just offerring everything to God.
I'm pretty sure that I won't be able to relax this Holy Week cause I have to study for my finals. I have to. And I have to do good. I need to make up with all the low grades I got for the midterms. Oh. I just hope I can. I'm feeling really pressured right now. Waaa.
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"until you find me, 2:39 AM |
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I'm trying really hard. I'm trying to adjust as much as I can but it seems that I still can't get a grip on how things are working right now. I've grown so used to having him around and in just a snap, he's not. Argh! Sometimes I stop and wonder why I even took the risk of getting back with him when in fact I was fully aware that he was gonna leave. Waa. This may sound cheesy, but love was the answer. Really. (= I wake up at dawn just to chat with him. Its really not much of a biggy to me cause I've been so used to sleeping during the wee hours in the morning. Its when I feel one with the computer. Haha. Honestly, having this kind of relationship is difficult. I couldn't imagine how I managed days without his prescence. Everytime I think about our situation, I just couldn't help but cry. I just wanna burst out. I even get envious when I see couples everywhere. It saddens me. But the mere fact that I'm aware he's somewhere there loving me, is an assurance that I need not get jealous of lovers. And of course, he can get the assurance that I'm still so madly in love with him despite our distance. Now its proven. Distance isn't a hindrance for someone to keep on loving a person. (= YOU: I'm sorry if I've been very moody lately. Its just that I'm really stressed out about our situation and I always keep on thinking about how we're going to keep everything going. I'm sorry if I haven't showed you the slightest hint of affection. Things have been bothering me and I've been so busy with school. I'm still glad that despite my attitude towards you, you never fail to show me how much you love me. I know that its really stressful for the both of us. So, from now on, I promise that I won't add to your stress. Haha. Let's work this out together, ok? I love you. Labels: emotions, realizations |
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"until you find me, 2:35 AM |
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20 things I miss about him |
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1. I miss the way he holds me. 2. I miss the way he says "I love you". 3. I miss the way he holds my hand. 4. I miss the way he hugs me. 5. I miss the way he kisses me. 6. I miss the way he annoys me. 7. I miss the way he forces me to hug and kiss him. 8. I miss the way he talks. 9. I miss the way he cracks up jokes. 10. I miss they way he laughs. 11. I miss the way he looks when he wants something from me. 12. I miss the way he looks into my eyes. 13. I miss the way he smiles. 14. I miss the way he sings. 15. I miss the way he cuddles. 16. I miss the way he says "sorry" after he did something wrong. 17. I miss the way he looks after he goes around school looking for me. 18. I miss the way he teases me when he waits outside my classroom. 19. I miss the way he gives me butterflies in my stomach. 20. I miss the every little thing about him. Labels: emotions |
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"until you find me, 10:22 AM |
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