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"you
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my
fairtyale
that
doesn't
end
at
midnight."
Hello there! My name's Iryn and this is my blog. You can read a lot about me
here - specifically my journals. I like blogging, it helps me relax and it
gives me comfort.
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- I'm currently enjoying what's left of the summer. Done with summer class.
Waiting for the another school year to begin. :D
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IRYNgrace. seventeen.
college junior.
ADZU, bsn.
Taken. :p
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"Change is the only constant thing in this world."
I don't know how true this is but so far I'm beggining to believe that every word in this sentence is true. School life has finally started and by that I mean more homework, more exams, more requirements, and more RLEs. I have finished a couple of assignments to be submitted tomorrow and I still have to study for a quiz on NCM and finalize my plan of activities and objectives for my RLE on Thursday & Friday. It's a good thing we got Friday (27 June) off. So, I got to start with my requirements for RLE all ready. It has been a week or so since school started and I still haven't adjusted with my schedule, my professors, and my new classmates. My schedule is so hectic that I have to go home late almost everyday. My professors seem nice but I think I still need more time to adjust with their ways. As for my classmates, I have been with them since the summer and I've gotten to know a number of them. They seem harmless. Haha. :)) I'm kidding. They're all nice. But still, I need more time to get to know all of them.
I've been thinking, and looking back on the day Nik left, it seems like it was just yesterday when we parted ways. March 2008 doesn't seem to be that long ago for me. Everything that happened still runs very clearly in my head. I can even picture out the scene of the fastfood where we ate, smell the scent and taste the food we had during our last lunch together. And come to think of it, December is still light years and light years away (for me, that is). Everyday, I crave for every single thing about him and it keeps on going as the days go by. Maybe if I stop counting the days, it will magically fast forward until we're together again -- and so I dream! :(
My mom's leaving on Tuesday. And whoa. I don't know how I can survive without my mom here. I have been very dependent on her and I guess I have to learn to do things by myself. I know it's for my own good. Now I have to live with this life and get used to it. On September, my sister's going to Manila to take the NCLEX. Maybe she'll be leavin for Saudi Arabia early next year. Wow. I can't believe it. All of them seem to be leaving one by one and it's making me sad. Really sad. I feel so alone and I can't help but feel that no one cares for me.
All of these changes seem to be difficult to handle but I know when I remain strong, I can overcome everything. And of course, I have God to guide me. I know He won't leave me alone. I'm expecting more changes to come to my life. So, change, welcome to my life. Labels: emotions realizations school spiritual life |
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"until you find me, 4:50 PM |
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My first day of school began yesterday. As expected, only a few teachers came to meet us. It was good cause we only got to meet them for 15 minutes but the boredom of waiting for the next class just killed me. It went on for hours and hours...
I saw new faces walking around the campus, met up with some high school classmates, had a chat with my previous Chemistry teacher and simply hung out with my clique. While we were waiting for our next class, I couldn't help but get sentimental - not to mention, it was midday. I don't know. I felt like going emotional. HAHAHA. But seriously, I remembered how it was like the previous year. I was happy with a different set of friends and that was the time when my Beb and I knew each other. I felt so alone. I missed him so much. I wanted to see him, to hug him, to feel him, to touch him. I simply wanted to be with him badly. =c
I really feel sad cause I don't get to spend time with him. I miss him so much and its making me very very very unhappy. Really.
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"until you find me, 8:23 AM |
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As of tomorrow, June 17, 2008, I will officially be a college sophomore. My first year as a college student just went by so fast. It seems just like yesterday when I was getting nervous about my first day as a college freshie and now, I'm becoming all hyped up about entering college as a sophomore. Indeed, time flies by so fast. My schedule for the first semester is very hectic (and I mean it). I only got three class days but my subjects were cramped up together. The other three days (Yea, including Saturdays) were set for my RLE. These are my official subjects: Botany 205, NCM 101, Nutrition 101, PE 103, RS 111 and Zoology 205. And yeah, with a total of 23 units. I have a very clear record for this school year and I have every opportunity to make this one the best (academically speaking). I have to avoid that very irritating 75% and I mean it. I can't afford to receive low grades anymore. I've had enough of all the scolding I get after having received my report card. I want to prove to my family that I am worth every peso their spending for my studies. I promise this time I have to set my priorities straight and that means more studying, less net surfing, less blogging, less TV, less whatever. I am very decided to keep my grades high. Ambitious? Yeah. That's how it has to be. It's just a matter of survival. HAHAHA. ((:
It's only going to be a matter of 23 days and my Beb and I will be having our first anniversarry. Seriously, this is so unbelievable. (: HAHAHA. I mean, could you just imagine all the things that we've been through? Lol. But I thank God for being with us all the way. I have never been so sure about someone ever in my life.
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"until you find me, 2:50 PM |
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My dad went with me to get all my requirements for RLE. It was nice to have spent even just half a day with my Dad. I mean, since I entered college, we haven't had time to spend with each other due to our busy schedules. I felt really glad and happy to have been given the chance to spend some time with my dad. (:
I sure missed spending time with him. I could remember how we spent time together when I was a kid. While I was with my dad earlier today, I couldn't help but feel as if I was a little kid again. A kid who just simply enjoyed every single moment spent with her dad. And yeah, this time it really felt great.
I may not show how much special you are to me. I may not let you feel that I love you so much. But how thankful and grateful I am to be your daughter is beyond what words can say. I thank God for having given me such a wonderful dad.
I love you, Daddy. Labels: emotions random realizations spiritual life |
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"until you find me, 11:59 AM |
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OMG! It has been so long since I last updated. Hmmm. Not much has happened to me since my last post. Classes will be on the 16th. Phew. A week to go and I'm back to school. Now as a sophie. HAHA. How cool. Time flies by sooo fast. And I'm glad cause I can't wait 'til my Beb comes back (: Weeee. Hmm speaking of my Beb, we just celebrated our 11th month and I can't help but smile cause it's really great to know that we only have a month more to go and it would be our 1st year anniversarry. (:
Here are some photos of my exposure trip to Dapitan, Dipolog and Dakak: the sand says it all (:at Gloria de Dapitan Hist 100 N For more pics. Check my multiply. http://iryngracie.multiply.com
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"until you find me, 11:18 AM |
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an epitome of love. my ecstasy. Labels: emotions random |
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"until you find me, 3:00 PM |
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