"you
are
my
fairtyale
that
doesn't
end
at
midnight."
Hello there! My name's Iryn and this is my blog. You can read a lot about me
here - specifically my journals. I like blogging, it helps me relax and it
gives me comfort.
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IRYNgrace. seventeen.
college junior.
ADZU, bsn.
Taken. :p
a real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Sunday, November 30, 2008
ever after - bonnie bailey
Three years ago, our journey began Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction I felt my second violent breath of life Flawless to the point of being godly Yet I fell hard for your imperfections
And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side, And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride I still believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions, volcanic eruptions We both still care, so we're still alive Tunnel vision, determination I want you, I want to make it right
And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side, And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride I still believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine You are my twisted sunshine
[2x] And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side, And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride I still believe in ever after with you
Reunited. Oh yes, and it feels like heaven. I was lucky Friday last week cause most of my teachers did not have classes with us so I was able to go to the airport with his sister and pick him up. Aww the feeling was great. I was getting nervous and chilly while waiting for his arrival, and when I saw him for the first time (again), my stomach seemed to have made a somersault and I smiled. :) I was very elated to see him and it was then when I thought, "at last- at long long last".
We headed off to have dinner at a restaurant nearby (with his family and friends). It felt awkward at first, but I managed. Lol. Of course I had to. :) The first time I held him again simply gave me shivers. Its as if the whole universe conspired to bring us together. All of our efforts seemed to have compensated. We worked hard to be together again, we have sacrificed a lot of things and everything's just wonderful now. Things could never have been better. :D It only proves that long distance relationships aren't that difficult as it may seem. Yes, you may experience little bumps and turns on the way but I assure you that when your love for each other is immeasurable, then the things you can do to make the relationship work will also be beyond what you can do. Love can move mountains. Even though we were oceans and oceans apart, our love made it seem as if we were together. I now believe that nothing can get in the way of people who truly love one another. No obstacle can be too complicated for people who have the drive to accomplish their desires. :) And when you believe that you can do it, you may come to realize that it wasn't as complex as it seemed at first. As they say, there's no harm in trying. Nothing can be too difficult as long as we aspire to achieve our goals, our desires, our aspirations. And finally, when you have attained what you have yearned for, everything makes sense. Everything falls into place and everything just works out marvelously. Take it from me- I am enjoying every single moment that I spend with Nik and everyday with him seems like an eternity in paradise and I would willingly want to repeat everyday over and over and over again.
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. Aoccdrnig to the phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are. The olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig eh? :D
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. Aoccdrnig to the phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are. The olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig eh? :D
"until you find me, 8:00 AM
until the end of time, sunshine
Monday, November 17, 2008
disclaimer: this post may contain all the mushiness in the world. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, LOVERS.
aww i feel elated to be posting another one of those entries filled with all the mushiness and love the world has to offer. oh yes, i can't deny it and i know that many of you are already aware- i am in love. yeah yeah, i know i have posted millions of entries about how smitten i am with nik but this post is different. hmm yea, maybe this would contain all those mushy, flowery words but i can't help it- once it got you, there's no more turning back. hahahaha :)) c'mon. just allow me to be happy. i think i have all the right to be happy in love considering all the difficulties i have been through. so, owkay, here goes: i have never loved anyone this way. i know, it may sound corny or so, but its the truth and i will continue on typing. hahaha.
hmm hmm hmmm nik has been one of those people who have accepted me despite all my flaws, my differences and my mistakes. he has learned how to live up with my way of going through life and not only that- he has played a very important and significant role in my storybook. i am the princess and he is my knight in shining armor- the person who would do anything and everything just to make his princess happy. aww and that very much describes nik.
he was the last person i wanted to fall for. yeah, i had a crush on him but i never expected us to be where we are right now. and i'm glad. he has made me very ecstatic and i never regret a single thing that happened. i want to be his everything because he is everything to me. not only is he my lover, he is also my bestfriend, my caretaker, my guardian angel. he has been there through my roller coaster ride and i would want to spend the entirety of my life with him. no joke. despite all the hatred in the world, i feel blessed to have him because i see beauty in him and in our relationship and it relaxes me to know that i have him. i feel safe in his embrace, i find comfort in his kisses, i feel secure when he holds my hand, he calms me down with his words, he cheers me up with his laughs and nothing can compare to that. he has been the greatest blessing i have received and i would treasure him all my life.
cause if your love was all i had in this life, that would be enough until the end of time. hope you read this beb. :)
I GOT IT! Oh yeah, I finally got my cap. Every hardship, every sleepless night, every drop of sweat, every prayer, everything.. They all paid off.
At first, I really did not feel the excitement and stuff but as we formed our lines to be capped and badged on stage, I was slowly feeling nervous and chilly. My hands were as cold as ice and I was trembling. HAHAHA not to mention, the gum that I was chewing that time just wanted to fall from my mouth (ooops, sorry for the grossness. LOL). I'm glad I made my parents proud. Grrr but even though they weren't able to attend the ceremony due to some circumstances, I know I made them proud and it feels satisfying. YES! I am feeling so elated. But the cap just doesn't mean that I passed all my academic subjects. The cap means more responsibilities as a student nurse, and I'm not pretty sure if I can handle all those responsibilities to come. BUT I believe that I can. Only a few more years and I'll be graduating. Graduation may seem too far away in the future but time flies by so quickly that I may not be able to notice it. Brrrr just the thought of it gives me shivers. I'll be ready. Whatever circumstances may come, I can all face them for I have God, my family, my friends, and my loved ones with me- plus I believe in my self and all my abilities. :D I know I can surpass every trial and I just did- I made it to the cap and badge. Cheers to me and my batchmates! We did it. Congratulations! :)
Reminiscing the days when we first crossed paths.
It was more than fate holding me back.
As you pass by everything comes to life.
Your fragrance in the air envelopes me boy. I can't express the way I feel
But I know you were sent from above
Oh Dear Angel,
Look back on all that we've shared.
There' no point in wasting it now.
Baby, my feeling are so deep
I wish this goes beyond my wildest dreams.
Just as long as the rays of hope,
For our love will keep shining about.
When you're in my embrace hearts beats beat as one.
When i kiss your lips still shiver some.
I'll make all your dreams come true.
Just say you'll stay and you'll never let go.
Forever with you.
In good times we have laughed Sometimes shared our tears.
When in fear you come running to me
Taking long walks at night and in broad daylight.
All the sensation of talks I will cherish
This is what people call true love
the kind everyone wishes for.
Oh can't you see,
all that a women could want
is right before your very eyes.
Baby, my feeling are so deep
I wish this goes beyond my wildest dreams.
Just as long as the rays of hope,
For our love will keep shining about.
When you're in my enbrance hearts beats beat as one.
When i kiss your lips still shiver some.
I'll make all your dreams come true.
Just say you'll stay amd you'll never let go.
Forever with you.
Let's love the world away.
a place I know called ecstasy Boy This is the place where we start.
Just living life in enchantment
Baby, my feeling are so deep
I wish this goes beyond my wildest dreams.
Just as long as the rays of hope,
For our love will keep shining about.
When you're in my enbrance hearts beats beat as one.
When i kiss your lips still shiver some.
I'll make all your dreams come true.
Just say you'll stay and you'll never let go.
Forever with you.
FOREVER WITH YOU Beb.
I love you so much and no one means more to me than you:)